You know you’re tired and grumpy when…

Stupid people annoy you 😂

Husband and wife team – CONSTANTLY share each other’s posts. Why?!? Ffs – do you not realise most if your friends are in common anyway?? Tag the other person for god sake. It’s not rocket science. But oh my freaking god, it will make your fb friends happier! 

I can also rant about the teams who have only one account – are you one person sharing two bodies? How incredibly sad… or the ones who have each other’s passwords… and actually use them! I’m sorry, but what exactly is your relationship actually based on? Obviously trust isn’t a strong element… and that brings us to the couples who use Find my Phone and other tracking apps to keep tabs on exactly where the other person is…

I know my marriage was an unhealthy relationship… but I thank god we remained individuals throughout. 

Those conversations where you’re continually talking on different planes, and no matter how much you jump and swerve, trying to create a ripple, you can never seem to connect anymore…

I hate letting go of people. I seem to do it a lot. But you can’t keep forcing a connection that no longer exists. 

Some days… when my soul has been shattered yet again… I come across a quite that speaks to me… and somehow, in that moment, those shattered pieces calm and shuffle a little closer to their positions once more. 

I don’t know how to do this. I say it. Over and over. And people say – yeah, it sucks… and that’s it. They might add – you’ll work it out, you always do. But I don’t… I muddle through it and screw it up even more. 

I don’t know how to do this. 

I don’t have the strength to do this. 

When he refuses to return your kids… apparently there’s no one to really enforce that he does. He’ll be made to eventually… but I have to file recovery orders and have my kids forcibly removed… I can’t keep up with his brain pattern… he’s apparently filing for full custody… because two refuse to go and two are caught in the land of not wanting to answer that question when he asks? Life just goes back to normal… 

How do I tell people – I don’t want any of you in my life at the moment. I want silence and stillness. I don’t want the people who don’t respond when I text. Or return a call. The ones who cancel. Or can’t commit. The ones who have to tell me what to do. The ones who never listen. All of them. Every one. How do I tell everyone… I need them to either be here. Be present. Or just go…