It seems the fault is mine… I let everyone think I’m strong… and they have so much respect for that… but then I shatter that illusion and they can’t cope. 

So do I pretend to be strong? Or be weak from the start? 

This week… this year?.. I am weak… I am exhausted. I want to curl under a rock somewhere and simply sleep life away… I can’t find an out and pretend all is well just takes too much…

When I reach out… people run. Fast. 

But I just can’t do it all on my own anymore…

And noone… absolutely noone… wants to know that. 

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  1. It’s actually kind of nice to know I’m not alone in this… I’ve had friends tell me recently that they’ve always thought I’m so strong and it’s what they respect and love about me… and they just can’t cope with any cracks or weaknesses… but I’m nowhere near as strong as everyone thinks! So where, and how, do I find the balance??

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